why is this so difficult... >.>

5th January 2012

why is this so difficult… >.>

So, I’m reminding people of the fact that i had to give my cat away…. because of issues. Well, what i didn’t say is that we had 12!!!! families and couples come in to see him that wanted a cat before panda found one he liked… he liked the old couple, that barely have any visiters. first ones that he didn’t hiss at.. which was one of our problems with him. He doesn’t really like males. or certain girls. and attacked my older sister, my youngest sister (my other younger sister lives with her mother 2 to 4 hours away, I live my mom… we share a father, that i’ve never met), my bf, my friend lizzy, my friend shelby… Can you see where thats a problem? Also, he started spraying, which even though I had the money to get him fixed, my mom kind of told me to put up flyers and find a home for him that could afford to get him fixed more than i could. oh and he destroyed more than 300 dollars worth of stuff. anyway, he’s with a good family, end of story.

well, my mom said i could get another cat after i got panda’s smell out of the house (planning on getting the stuff tomorrow or the day after) so I have been trying to find a Animal shelter (not the big ones) that i can get an ADULT cat at. I don’t want to go to a pet store cuz they support puppy mills… and at a shelter the adult cats are normally already fixed, and sell cheaper, and normally the first to be euthanized by gassing from lack of people wanting them (they normally go for the kittens). so i would be saving a life too. But, I can’t seem to find one too close to my town in upstate NY….

oh and for those of you that don’t know, this is what panda looked like… It pains me to see him cuz i do miss him… My mom again gave me no choice but to give him away, and I had no money to go anywhere to move… sorry if the picture is blurry. oh and thats my hand, i was trying to take a picture of him some time ago… this is still on my phone… just like the cat i had before him, who died of a car hitting her :( i couldn’t transition her to an indoor cat, is still on my phone.. if you cant tell i get very attached to my animals.